A Moveable Feast

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“How tempting it has been to settle once and for all in one place where roots might grip soil for longer than a season and I might learn the patterns of shadow and light across floor beams and children’s faces.”

Picnic-2Six sets of hands circled round me

the day that I entered that very fine house

and I was petted and loved on

my head was ringed with kisses and toasts were made to bless me

and I suppose that it was there that my story began

 

Mine was a childhood gilded

I know

for days stretched long and full and calm

and I sailed my boat upon placid waters

but, somehow, there was always a knowing

and I longed to string those days

on ribbons of silk

one upon the other

and tie them around the necks of the lonely ones

who hid in corners

so that they might know what home smelled like

 

Then, as they should

hands spun dizzy on clock faces and calendar pages flapped wild

and I left the only address I had ever memorized

A journey southward where the thick books waited

and the smart ones with spectacles lectured on life and love and liturgy

I brought lamps and baked cookies

for this land held an unfamiliar smell

the light fell differently

and I longed to know my place

 

When people whose tongues danced differently

spoke into my days

new chapters began to write themselves

and the narrative that had wrapped round me

all my years

was grafted with new fabric and threads of color and light

 

One day

I donned a gown of gossamer

and spoke promises into the ear of one who held my hands and heart

we feasted on cheese and fruit as we drove down the road

cans clanging at our tailpipe and blessings scribbled on the glass that framed our past

 

There were many houses

places where we rested our heads and drank coffee and talked deep into the night

One, a handful of rooms, connected in a triangle

Another, thick with accent and opinions

Still another, bursting with people and barking and intention

all of them structures

made real

with joy and tears and feasting

 

How tempting it has been to settle

once and for all

in one place

where roots might grip soil for longer than a season

and I might learn the patterns of shadow and light

across floor beams and children’s faces

 

But home is a moveable feast

and, perhaps, I should think of everywhere

as the place that I might stay forever

To imagine

that everywhere my feet trod

is holy ground

 

And, if all along

all of the days

I keep on stringing

all of the moments and memories and murmurings

of what is real and here and now

perhaps, then, I would take hold

of this moveable feast

For then

there will always be a table upon which

bread can be broken

and new wineskins can be filled

 

Glory

Hallelujah

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Holly Grantham
Holly is a wife, very relaxed homeschooling mom of three boys, snapper of photos, coming of age writer and a soul drowning in grace. After years in Atlanta where she attended college, married the love of her life and lived in an intentional community, she found her way back to her home state of Missouri. She now lives in an antebellum stone house, raises chickens (sometimes) and pretends that she lives in the country.
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  • Erin Wilson

    This.

    • Holly

      Thank you, Erin. Grateful for your presence here.

  • oh, what to say when face to face with something divine . .. ?

    you had me from the gilded childhood. this is the sacred journey, the one that we all know, though our specifics may vary. this is finding home and the holy in every step. love love love this.

    • Holly

      Kelli,
      Aren’t we all trying to find our way home? I love how SheLoves is a place where we can hear one another’s stories of getting there. Thank you for your kind words.

      • pastordt

        Uh. . . okay. . . weird Holy Spirit moment. The title of my homily for next Sunday, at the TJ retreat? “Finding Our Way Home. . .”

        • Holly

          Can’t wait!!!!!

  • When I saw the title, Heidi, I thought, “Oh no, another author trying to re-do my favorite book.” But this one lived up to the original in it’s beauty and the charm of each turn of phrase so carefully woven into the poem. .Love, love love your writing, my new friend!

    • Holly

      It WAS a bit bold of me to “borrow” the title from someone much more accomplished than I but it just seemed so fitting. Hopefully the other Hemingway fans out there will be as gracious as you! Thank you for your words here.

    • Elizabeth

      I am smiling just seeing you and your words here. And I echo your beautiful description of Holly’s poetic style

    • pastordt

      Been missing you, Genevieve – so nice to see your name here.

  • Elizabeth

    I do believe Hemmingway is honored by the title choice. This poem has such a lovely cadence, rhythm and pulse- different from that of your other work. You know me to be a friend and a fan. This is a favorite. And I am going back to read and savor AGAIN, sweet one. Maybe new is your word of the year too. New life, new poetry, new eyes on your art.

    • Holly

      Thank you, dear Elizabeth. And, yes, you are one of my number one fans! I appreciate your take on this and your sharing how it touched you. I am so very grateful for your voice in my life and your presence here at SheLoves.

  • abby

    Holly, I love the way you write, It is beautiful, delicate and curious.

    • Holly

      Abby, thank you so much for your kind words. This was different from what I normally write for SheLoves but I felt it was the best format to capture what my heart was feeling. I am thankful for your voice here, as well.

  • Emily

    Lovely, Holly. I selfishly hope your transient feast does move you too afar from here. do, Emily

    • Holly

      Emily, wherever I end up, you will always be close in my heart.

  • pastordt

    Ah, yes. True, beautiful, good. Thank you.

    • Holly

      Thank you, Diana.

  • hopejem

    Lovely

    • Holly

      Thank you. Grateful to have you here.

  • Shelly Miller

    But home is a moveable feast and, perhaps, I should think of everywhere as the place that I might stay forever . . . this spoke to me in ways I hadn’t thought of. I don’t do this, I live the opposite, looking for home, never feeling home. This is gorgeous Holly.

    • Holly

      Thank you, Shelly. But please know, this is written as a directive to me, as well. I long to settle, once and for all but I do believe that God is calling us to keep our hearts open.

  • Yes. Beautiful.

    • Holly

      Thank you, Courtney.

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