Transition is Uncomfortable

If the only experience you have ever had with human birth is the screaming, silly breathing, hand crushing TV sitcom version, then you might be surprised to know that it isn’t like that. Like … at all. I have given birth twice. Both times in an urban hospital in a high-walled kiddie pool with a […]

When the Healing Comes Slow

Fourteen days ago I went into the hospital. If you follow me on social media, you know that in January I was diagnosed with achalasia. Basically my esophagus stopped swallowing. It’s as uncomfortable as it sounds. After three months of a totally liquid diet, I was more than happy to go under the knife in […]

I’m a Lady Preacher, Called & Qualified

I didn’t know that you have to order the collar separately. When my black shirt with the white collar came in the mail, it didn’t have a white collar. It had a space to add the one I was supposed to order separately. But I didn’t know that. I’ve never done this before. I’ve never […]

I’m Not Fine

I gave up self-sufficiency for Lent. I didn’t really want to, but I felt like I didn’t have much of a choice. This semester has come on full speed ahead. A few days before it started, I was given an appointment as a head pastor of a small church. I’m taking 15 credit hours. I […]

Do You Know How to Want?

A few years ago I was asked what I want. It was through an email on a list I had subscribed to. I stared at it for a long time. I shut it. I kept on with my day but it would not leave me alone. It was following me. What do I want? I […]